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by patchymate

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isaiahsugar I listened to this on a spring afternoon, in the woods with my friend. I still think about that day.
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1.
You sit in the stars But heaven's a hole in my heart Know if you're falling apart You can fall in my arms Too hungry to sleep Too tired to eat You wanna be satisfied But don't wanna feast Leave town for a bit To get life in a grip Quit leavin' your wallet at home 'Cause you can't call a lift Yeah Demeanor you miss And the radio hiss The fights you would pick If only you knew how to hit You know I wanna Yeah, I know you wanna Lay among the heavens Yeah, you know who you are [Chorus] You sit in the stars But heaven's a hole in my heart Know if you're falling apart You can fall in my arms This sweater here is my super-suit (Yeah) I wanna be your hero like 'Incredibles 2' Almost saw that with you But, too good to be true I sat on my ass Alone in the back like How am I gonna live this way With you sittin' here inside my brain? I'm always just a minute away You could lend me just one more day I could make you say Ohh, oh, oh Ohh, oh, oh Fall in my arms You sit in the stars But you're not in my heart Yeah, you're falling apart You can fall in my arms You sit in the stars But heavens a hole in my heart You know if you're falling apart You can fall in my arms Ohh (Fall in my arms)
2.
I know you're hardly even safe Don't let your mother know you've gone to waste I know that high's your favorite place But our plans have zero time to waste You don't know what's coming your way You're not invincible So don't throw your days away No, they're irreplaceable Oh, oh Oh, oh, oh-oh Yeah, yeah We were doing something stupid (Yeah!) That's when cupid (Yeah!) Hit me right at home You were rolling up a backwoods (What!) In the backseat (Where?) Of your sacred car Behind me, behind me Yeah, longing for a friend Right around the bend Adrenaline's a craze Hardly even safe always You don't know what's coming your way You're not invincible So don't throw your days away No, they're irreplaceable White lies Only a boy, so out of touch could make his mother cry So wise, if only the smoke of his last breath contain the answers to life [Xin] (Mmm) One foot in front of the other Let the sorrys wash over (Mmm) It's not your fault that we're broken We blamed it on a vision that's blurred [patchymate] You don't know what's coming your way You're not invincible So don't throw your days away No, they're irreplaceable Drink up for now You can let all of your worries go Yeah, you wish you had nothing to lose Life is collateral
3.
Clouds 02:53
Get your hair out of your eyes Can't you see the clouds? That one looks like your disguise Floating so gently Look at you float in the sky Can't you be a cloud? Should I look up or should I Listen to the sounds? I took a break from smoke then drank Brought back by shame When you point at the clouds My heart sinks Look at you float in the sky Can't you be a cloud? Should I look up or would I Never look down? Drank! Look at you float in the sky Can't you be a cloud? Should I look up or would I Never look down? I miss you I thought you'd be back by nine I love you Please don't leave my side
4.
Hello? Say it first Or don't say anything And knowin' me, I won't leave And knowin' you, you won't plead Say it first Or don't say anything I'll race to your chalice Your heart made of gold I'd feel all your warmth But you're cold, you're cold Hang up on me, don't call me back And when I say things first And I talk too fast, I I'm doin' much better And knowin' me, I won't leave And knowin' you, you won't plead Say it first Or don't say anything And knowin' me, I won't leave And knowin' you, you won't plead (Woah) Say it first Or don't say anything Searching through drives at night, I find Myself chasin' after life A melancholy melody I don't really hold you tight, but your body is heavenly And I would do it all for you again Like the last two years, it was purgatory But if you say it first then it'll end Confessions in a sedan And baby it's the deepest secret The deepest breath of all And baby it's the deepest secret The deepest breath of all Of all And knowin' me, I won't leave And knowin' you, you won't plead Say it first Or don't say anything And knowin' me, I won't leave And knowin' you, you won't plead (Woah) Say it first Or don't say anything I knew you wouldn't call back And I wish I didn't call that (Woah) But you turned me to a passenger And you broke my heart, you're the ravager And I know it's hard to say you're wrong And I know it's even harder to say it first So don't say anything Don't say anything
5.
It's stressful It's been a lot of like Anxiety, and planning and stuff (But you'll get your shit together, don't you worry) Yeah, I know, I know It's just my head doesn't feel like... (In there?) Yeah (If it makes you feel any better, humans are not capable of uh...) (Of uh... agh) (We always feel like bragging about how rough our lives are) (You're gonna look back on the days when you didn't know what was going on and you're gonna...) (You're gonna look back with nostalgia a little bit) Thanks
6.
I can feel your heart drop when a hand pass your scars, your scars We're both a little stoned, come float with the stars, the stars Your lover's over there, but this room is pretty dark And he's standing like a bear, doesn't know he'll fall apart, apart I knew from the start, the start That she, she Got me feelin' red Got me, got me red Me red (Ooh, yeah) [abbot] Vision blurry, all I see is red Only you can occupy my head Sleepin' with the monster she's supposed to be Underneath my bed, I don't know how she got so close to me She's holding me, no, choking me Your kisses taste like nicotine I love it but it's killing me Cigarettes stained by the color of your lipstick Put it on my skin, it burns but I'm addicted [patchymate] She'll kiss (To you) Your light (To you) While you slip (While you slip) Into high rise They'll miss, demise While your words Disguise, disguise That she, she Got me feelin' red Got me, got me red Me red (Ooh, yeah) She got me feelin' red Got me, got me red Me red
7.
I hope you know I'm feeling alright Been a minute, meeting up has been nice Damn Why is this so awkward? (What are you silent for?) You told me when you go to stay strong But feeling weak I wrote you this song (Song) Damn Why is this so awkward? (Still in love) Oh, oh-oh, oh, oh Oh, oh-oh, oh, oh Oh [Hannah Atlas] My heart was there, thought you were the one But now I know the damage is done So [Chorus: patchymate & Hannah Atlas] Damn Why is this so awkward? (What am I silent for?) Me, red Ooh, ah-ah Ooh, ah-ah I used to think it's normal to fight I used to dream you'd dress me in white So Damn Why is this so awkward? (What am I silent for?) Ooh, ah-ah Ooh, ah-ah Damn Why is this so awkward? (Still in love)
8.
I feel you healing before my heart Soft red and white wrapped up in my arms Blue crystal eyes have a hold on me How could I ever leave? (Yeah) I hate the winter but I wish it was colder Your sweatshirt always made me look a little bit older Too much heat to much pressure Always wearing the sweatshirt Can we wait out the weather? 'Til we're older 'Til these sacred nights don't have a hold on us no more On us no more And I'll hold her 'Cause these sacred nights keep me from getting closer Getting closer So your lip gloss seals your mouth shut Makin' sure the words will never be heard You're making the water flow down You're making the water flow down And you shut me out the corridor And we drive in the Z4 The same parking lot as before The same parking lot as before Oh, oh Yeah, and Allie said that she likes him And then... They-they 'holded' hands The nights we feel most anxious Are somehow the utmost sacred I know you feel some type of way, for now let's sit and wait (Two, three) 'Til we're older 'Til these sacred nights don't have a hold on us no more On us no more And I'll hold her 'Cause these sacred nights keep me from getting closer Getting closer And Allie said that she likes him And I, and I saw them kiss on the playground (Kiss on the playground) (Kiss on the playground) And you Feel, feel, feel safe Safe And you Feel, feel, feel safe Safe And you Feel, feel, feel safe Safe And you Feel, feel, feel safe Safe
9.
Stray 04:33
I remember When that yellow cab Entered the scene (Oh nah-nah,nah-nah, nah) And when she walked out Effortlessly And talked to me Oh, why'd I say that I know you hate that (That) The stray on his A-list No conversation Just hesitation (-Tion) The words paint the story I could have let My-my-my-my-my-my guard down My-my-my-my-my-my mind My my my my my my guard down When she said, "Your lips taste like bubbly, pink Moscato tangerine" I knew I wouldn't do well (Do well) And when her eyes turn, she leaves the scene Becomes a part of my history Well now I need time to breathe [Post-Chorus] Oh she was a stray (Ahh) She was a stray Oh no, save me (Save me) Or no, she saved me (She saved me) (Her eyes turn, she leave the scene) (Uh-uh my history...) (Well now I need time to breathe...) Oh, why'd I say that I know you hate that (That) The stray on his A-list No conversation Just hesitation When she said, "Your lips taste like bubbly, pink Moscato tangerine" I knew I wouldn't do well (Do well) And when her eyes turn, she leaves the scene Becomes a part of my history Well now I need time to breathe [Post-Chorus] Oh she was a stray (Ahh) She was a stray Oh no, save me Or no, she saved me (Yeah, yeah, yeah)
10.
You look older when we fight When you smoulder my light Kiss me in the rain You're exactly the blue of the SEPTA train In so long you'll find out again The same words I said when we were friends The confidence con Was my friend We'll be eighty or so when this ends So grow up (woah) So grow up Yeah, so grow up (woah) Yeah, so grow up
11.
As soon as the water Says I'm not coming home I'm not coming home A reason to leave her And live out on my own On my own I reach for the other Side A cold coalescent Crime I wish I was taller Could stand up on my own On my own A reason to keep her And don't feel all alone Call me your alibi Oh my I reach for a second Time (Time, time, time) I reach for the other (Other side) (Time, time, time) I said I'll reach I said I'll reach A cold coalescent (I said I'll reach) Crime I'll reach for the other side, side I'll reach for the other side, side Side, side

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This album was created in 2019 amidst the conception of the patchymate project.

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released September 19, 2019

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